the light inside

i c the fucking light going farther and farther away. trying to chase it. trying to hold on to whats left. its no fucking use. its gone. im gone. no light. no sound. darkness.

hmmm a new poemm ;)

heyyy this is a new poem that I wrotee ;)

All my Sisters

You cant fool me because I know every trick in the book.

You think you got me?! I'm just playing along, I'm just leading you on.

You can't hurt me, because I'll hurt you first.

This is for all of my heartbroken sisters.

I'm the girl that's gonna break your heart.

You'll never break mine.

ahhh the swim ♥

ahh i went swimming today! it felt sooo good. i swam 500 yards like a fish ahah! i think it would be fun to be a fish like really. As long as some fishing boat didnt catch you, but you know..theres a time to live and a time to die so in that case its all good ;)

oh yess!!

lol guess what!! i just discovered the best song...its called prostitution is the worlds oldest profession (and i, dear madame, am a professional) by cobra starship. its so amazing! lol but watevr ok im rly bored. but i think im gonna b unbored pretty soon..oh and btw i wrote a new poem....

So, you're the familiar face I saw in the crowd. This is too good to be true is what I would have thought if you hadnt have lied. Oops, you didn't think I knew, did you? Well, too bad.

well...tada!

hey it's been a while

well, hey everybody. Hell, it's been forever since I posted. Well, what's been happening lately... well I had summer vacation, spent most of it at the beach. Then I came back to school for my final year of middle school and wow ive had some pretty crazy times this year...making out, sneaking out,and so much moree ahah wat fun! <3

Doggy!!!!!

Oh my God I'm so happy!!!!! I got a new dog!!! (Explanation) I had my old dog, Nikki, for 5 years. I got her when she was 3 years old (I was in 2nd grade). One year after I got her, her first case of breast cancer came, she had an operation and recovered very well. Next year, more cancer. Next, year more and so on and so forth (some years having more than one outbreak) until the 5th year. During the 5th year she did have another cancer outbreak she had her surgery and recovered, after about 7 months ( or more I'm not really sure) she didn't eat very much she got thin and she was dragging and her stomach was huge (she was just spayed so she wasn't pregnant) we took her to the vet and she had a mass (being either cancer or some fluid) in either her stomach or liver. A few weeks later the vet called, the mass was cancer but she still wasn't sure were it was located. Nikki kept on dragging. A week later the vet called, the cancer was in her intestines, there was nothing she could do. We kept Nikki as long as we could. The day we put her down was January 19, 2009. Nikki was 8 years young. She almost got to see her 9th birthday (February 14th).... But today after days of grieving, we got Maximus (Max)! a handsome 3 year old male German Shepherd!!!! He already has made a place for him in my heart ily, ily, ily!!!!! <333333333.

There's no place like home.

I'm coming home tomorrow! Ahhhhh... I'm so happy! I can't wait. Home really is where the heart is, well that's what I think. It seems that wherever you go there really is no place like home. At home everyone takes care of you you have almost no worries. Home is warm and happy :D